Friday, June 8, 2012

好久没有上来了
生疏得连妹妹在update blog我才察觉自己忽略了这个博客
有想把它关掉的念头
可是很懒惰再去制造一个新的,也舍不得所有的post
最近的生活,很颓废,忙碌,疲累,可是却不知道自己在忙什么
还有三天就要考试了,不知道要怎样死
脑子里一个字也装不下
说一说生活吧
感情,平平淡淡的,没有轰轰烈烈,可是喜怒哀乐还是参入生活里
也许我们两个真的是很独立的个体?
常常为了小事争执,站在自己的立场坚持,就演变成辩论,再来就是争辩,再来就吵架了,结局往往会是,觉得白痴然后笑着和好
他不黏我,一点也不,我也不太依赖,但是却常常见面,总之他朋友找不到他,我的电话就会响起,或者我把电话遗忘的时候,妈妈的夺命追魂call又会打到他那里
很久没有一起去旅行了,很期待10月的台湾之旅 =]
再来,就是家人吧,上两个星期都在家,很久没有回家那么久了
妈妈爸爸又去度蜜月16天,所以我们就成了看家仆,司机
爷爷却在爸妈不在时入院了,真的很突然,手足无措
那一刹那,很悲哀,很不想长大,很想拆医院,告那个医生
到现在还是很DL他
还好现在没有什么大碍了,爸妈也回来了,所以我也回来考试了 =[
不好意思地是放了妹妹一个大飞机,哈哈,你的隐性眼镜,真的很抱歉呢
妈妈买回来的手信,很多很多,可是我深深觉得,下次,我们一家人一起去好了! 哈哈哈哈哈哈,花了太多冤枉钱。多久没有全家去旅行了?妈妈~~~~年未的香港行得用力祈祷会实现阿!
朋友嘛,你不找他,他就不找你,这个不知道算不算好朋友。我还在等你的电话。
听到了一个消息,很感慨,曾经的好朋友,如今的陌生友,祝你幸福,但是很难,这样的女生,如果值得你为他负债,为他远离朋友,却得到一鼎绿帽,但是你还甘心的话,我真的祝福你。
即将放假3个月,没有很着实的计划,也不会出远门,只想做多一点,付出多一点,得到自己想要的成果。该读书了,努力吧!




Wednesday, April 4, 2012

凌晨一点半
在新家客厅,吹着冷气,开始细细思考
很久没有上来写上两句了
最近的博客都偏向心得,感觉
最近遇到很多人,事,物
让我很有感触
我又搬家了,又
离开了那个自我的世界
其实搬走了也好,治安问题,很重要
不管怎么样,买了家具,我又搬家了
这几个月非常out of budget 
一直搬家,开销真的不是盖的
可是我很喜欢新家的感觉
房间全部自己布置,终于有了家的感觉

在感情方面,我希望保持现状,因为现在的我很快乐 =]
在爱情的世界里,大家往往想一直腻在一起
彼此就是唯一
我很赞同,因为爱情是很美丽的
但是,交往和结婚始终是两个不同的阶段
我不赞同boyf 主义者,因为爱情可以是暂时的
友情却是一辈子的
我很爱我的朋友,真心朋友
我无所谓,不代表我随便
我随意,不代表我不在意
我很不喜欢一种感觉
我甚至开始质疑
自己是不是错了
第一次,我觉得很moron 
从来没有这样的感觉,直到,我看到了它
 我很,伤心,失望,生气
很复杂的感觉
也许只会维持一时
也许

学业方面,一切麻麻的
还是有永远不明白的lecture
永远做不完的tutorial
永远最后一分钟的assignment
假期就快过去了
记忆里就只有酒精 = = wtf
its time for assignments,unhappy go aside !!Fighting =]

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Hey peeps,just came back from gym at Midvalley,feel extremely fresh after gym. Tmr is Monday,monday blue blue blue. Talk about my recent life,life is busy as usual but this month there's slightly diff coz i party kinda lots this month.March is a party month =] 
Macroeconomics in this semester is the nightmare,seriously. I never ever so down before for a subject in economics,this will be the first,and hope to be the last. Tutorial have to pass up 2 days before class,means every sunday.can u imagine i have to deal with in every fri and sat.Sad case. And the way she teach is like wanna chase aeroplane, i even dreamt that tuesday is public holiday to avoid the class. OMFG,the way she talk is like 拿着皮鞭的教授,and keep saying i'm for your own good. WTF. But i believe that i'll learn pretty lots,cz i dn wanna fail this sub. God bless. 
Yeay! forget about it,talk about partay :) Went to zouk for his birthday,Mr.GYS .
Happy 22th birthday :)
久违的合照,Lol. My make up skill have to improve. cz it seems like make-up free *fail


WIne of the day,thank you BOSS =]
Sober face,Lol
Sweet couple,Kenny & Eno
Let's drink! 


Birthday cake =) 




Another sweet couple,Mile and Li xuan =] dance kaki actually ,Lo
Drunk?!
Ryan ong aka soulmate *inside story :) loooook at my reddd face 
Awww,Jason and Carmen. Super match couple =)
With the pretty Carmen <3
OOOppps.Jeff Yeeeeeee 见不得光
Had our second round until 430am in the morning, tired but enjoyable night =] 
Many thoughts poppes up in my mind recently by seeing many stuffs. Still that phrase , Appreciate yourself only people will appreciate you. Didnt sound doesnt means its correct. 
No matter where you from who you are, people judge you,not only by the cover. I don't like to hate/dislike people, but i respect people with dignity  That's me. 
Short update ,gotta go start off with my assignments! Nights all,loves <3

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Emo

Saturday night. Sitting in front of laptop,thinking how to start my macro tutorial. Hectic sem gonna be,4th weeks coming,super fast.
Lots of stuffs happened in the past two weeks. I once feel like i living like a zombie,no feeling.only heartbeats work.Dilemma where to go,what i want,whats the next step i gonna go. I'm gonna move again,i think. One sem shift 2 times,crazy me.
 I always tell that i wont regret on what i've done,but this time,maybe i did. Regretted.
saw a post by someone in FB,so true.
最可怕的是

他明明很討厭你 還要裝跟你很好

最可怕的是



他跟你很好 卻在別人面前說你壞話

最可怕的是

日見夜見的人你以為跟他無話不說 但他卻有很多事瞞著你

最可怕的是

他也說討厭的人 卻跟他好

最可怕的是

你最好朋友出賣了你

友情裡連真心都不能給

這才是真正的可笑



Friends are always important,no matter who you are,where are you.I appreciates all the true friends and all those always by my side,true friends hard to find,dn hurt them. I love my friends,specific one,special one,i love them and i know they love me too =] 
Received a good good news from daddy that day,which i think they gonna gimme a surprise but plan failed.Lol ,im happy,thats the only news delight me in this week. Seems emo right? will get well soon, with the accompany of all, i know i am not alone. Feel like going for a short vacation, Taiwan or Perth? Places with friends easier for me .
After type for so long,idk what i type actually,just wanna type out how i feel now.FML.
Willl stay up late again,to complete homework. Headache,where is my crayon ? :( I need laughter to cheer me up.

Monday, February 20, 2012

一个人,独立,成长

Just came back from swim ,feel so fresh now =) Decision to swim was right after a hectic Monday,i really will have monday blue for this semester. 830am class to 3pm. Wake up super early and JAM.
My first own cook dinner after move in to new room for 1 week ++. 
看似简单的紫菜汤,对我来说却很有成就感。
搬进来shang villa condo 快两个星期了,我一直以为自己很独立,很可以,但是搬进来的第一天,我真的觉得自己很无能。习惯了凡事都有人帮忙,从买家具到整理房间,亲力亲为。
第一个晚上真的很痛苦,从来没有那么无助,害怕。一个人在一个陌生的房间,再加上有很多损友一直恐吓我,说很多鬼故事吓唬我。那一刻,我真的很想放弃所有的一切,回家去。
咬紧牙根过了两个晚上,也不知道是什么力量可以撑下去,终于我学会把泪水化为汗水。 从吃饼干到煮罐头到今天小下厨,在我打破了一个碗又差一点炸了饭锅,终于可以吃了。
从来没有这么打从心里珍惜家常便饭,以前只是嘴上说说appreciate family,自己真正出来生活了之后,才真的珍惜。我想我会慢慢习惯自己独立的过生活=] 偶尔的清静偶尔的朋友聚会,会让我过更好的生活。
我不会后悔自己所做的决定,自己的决定自己负责,再难都要撑下去。
22岁,我想我真的成长了。

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

This is one of my favourite picture when i view back all our photos since we been together. 
Yes, we break. Officially,peacefully.
39 months is a long period for us,enough for us to see each other grow and know each other well. He is already a part of my life, our circle,our friends. Many people shocked when decision been done. Great guy he was,great boyf , give me everything i wanted and i truly appreciate that i have him in my life,no matter past or future. We been through a lot, we appreciate each other, we love each other deeply, this is part of our life isn't it ? No one knows what will happen in the future but i know clearly what i wanna ,i just want us to be happier. Best wishes,soon. Happy Valentine's Day ,all .